You can't forget skin, his skin. His shoulder, his back even his face, was all silk in my hands. It was familiar and it was just like mine. His face was my face. His lips were my lips. Every inch was like clay cast. Something meant to have my hands on to polish and smooth out. But so unlike clay, he was. The warmth, he was real. My touch caused touches. His hands could touch me. I was his clay cast, he was molding me. His eyes had life. They moved; they danced. They played me like a violin. Who was being pulled by strings now? His hand would brush my thigh and I would be the victim, the puppet, the doll. I would fall into myself, into him. Fi
Enabler
It took a lot of beer to see the things that I perceive,
The stench across the room never hid any from me,
Other times were wasted by the sea of sympathy,
The dreams were swallowed long before you heard the lines from me,
So sip the leveler, every neutralizing drop,
And I will duck my head and be the girl long gave up,
Simple little thoughts that turned to monsters in such eyes,
You try to find the calmer, the one to neutralize,
The cries and all whimpers and the enablers as well,
All confined as one in me and made me feel your ill,
But who am I to wander there? the little drug I’d sell,
Be it me the one who gave dependant, h